It has been a little more than a month since I’ve let this acute episode of cPTSD rip me away from the work that many of you who may be reading this are demanding of me. At the very least, it’s been 19 or so days since my current roommates got married, and thus 19 […]
it happens so much
May 17, 2026
if the situation did not involve me so deeply to the point where i am still laying here metaphorically bleeding out, miles away from the source of conflict, i think it would be laughable to once again observe that specific genre of White Queer tear down a good thing because they never learned the type […]
do you miss me? or do you miss my labor
May 14, 2026
Hello. I do not write often to this blog even though I tell myself I should, but now I am, and honestly this might be a mistake just like how my being born was a mistake in the first place. Still, do not tell me how this is unprofessional the same way some white person […]
Happy Birthday, Noto Gin
June 1, 2025
You know what? Kendrick Lamar had a point when he eviscerated Drake several times in a row over the summer of 2024. Folks the world over bore witness to one of the most vicious rap battles in the history of modern music, and each song that Kendrick released kept getting better and better. Every time […]
Fuck 2024
December 30, 2024
I mean, the title says it all. And I’m not going to be polite about it either. 2023 was pretty miserable and 2024 managed to be equally shitty in different ways. In just December alone: Meanwhile, I can feel my cognitive abilities slipping away from me more and more with each passing day. I can’t […]
Tags: Year in Review
a new corner for personal thoughts
September 13, 2024
Like many Cohost users, I’m scrambling to set up a new blog and figure out how RSS works before the end of the month. I don’t think the full weight of the grief I will feel in losing Cohost has hit yet, honestly. I’ve spent too many waking hours feeling numb already but I know […]
Tags: Alexithymia, Burnout, Cohost